Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Have you been here?
How many times have you met a person that you thought may be "the one"? So you make the effort to open up to them, to trust, to share, to love and be loved. This doesn't come easy, because (as you remind yourself and that person so many times) you have been hurt many times in the past. But you allow yourself to get past that. You allow yourself to give your heart away, you think, hopefully, for the last time. And then, several months later, with no warning at all, you find yourself standing where you have stood so many times before--Looking down at your heart, which has been chewed up, spit out, stomped on, and thrown back down at your feet. What can you do other than pray to God for help, bend down, pick up what is left of your heart, and go on trying to piece it back together. You promise to never let it happen again. . . and then a month later, you meet this person. . . How many times can it happen in one lifetime before you really do meet the right one? Just a thought.
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hello, josh's friend here from texas. seems texas is somewhat big within the comments. anyways, um...don't really know what to say bout the blog really. i guess, just to keep ur eyes on Christ. He's the one that's gonna bring the "right one".
i am that one
i took a trip to the library and all around was book. shelves stack with them. all around and carts people reading books, some with tears some with laughter, some purplex. some being dropped of some being taken out. so up and down the isle i went in search of that book. you know that one that you just cant put down. that make you life and cry at the same time. you know pretty much the one that puts you on cloud nine everytime. that takes you on a journy and back for some r and r of the mind. the drama unfolds as i search, boring to loud, to out there. and to much sob and tear. you cant judge a book by its cover whether title,meterial, bond, or COLOR. yet done you just wish that but would just havbe a big sign thats says i am the one. or a title that say THE ONE YOU'VE BEEN WANTING TO READ, or THE ONE ,YES IM IT. i pick the first book all that time spent from cover to cover and not it but i did learn..., the second well maybe i should have but it down after the first chapter, but i needed a good laugh when..., still no luck, well this ones good well not the one , hey this was good comforting story, well this one i learn what i dont like, well this one showed me something about me that i really didnt notice. all these book all around still havent found the one , all ive been getting are wrinkles on my brain. did you know that you get a wrinkle in your brain every time you learn something knew. i still havent found the one, but one thing is sure that it wont be boring when i do, i know to many stories and been through to many drammas. one day i will leave this libray no more browsing or searching through the cataloge. with that book in arms. untill then i have much laerning to do so much stories to live and dramma to get a good laught at.
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